Tuesday, December 18, 2018

Here He Is...

            A group of three friends finally convienced him to meet her and tell everything what he has always wished for. He is far away from his home due to job. That girl is coming to his city to attend an occasion. They finally decided to meet up. He was not sure that he can tell her or not since he was afraid to tell & she didn't know that he was about to tell her something. They picked less crowded place for their meeting as always because she had the fear that anyone will see her with him and dragged her into some trouble. The boy is waiting for her from last 15 minutes and here she comes in the same T-shirt he has suggested to wear. She was looking so happy that she is meeting her one and only friend after so long, but he wasn't looking excited since he was thinking about his role to play today. He was not sure how he is going to convey his message, Anyway they started chatting, but he was somewhere else finding a right moment to start his conversation. As soon as he got that chance, he said, "I wanna say you something". " Yes, Please go on, I am listening.", She replied. He spoke literally anything in his trembelling voice, She can clearly see that he was trying to say something difficult for him. "What is it ??", She asked. "What the hell is wrong with me ?", He questioned himself and finally he said, "The thing is, I have special feelings for you and I feel that..." "One second, Are you gonna tell me that you love me ?", She interfered. He replied positively. She got angry immediately and said, "You are my only friend because I thought you are not like everyone else, the way you approched me but now I can see, all the boys are same." He was so speechless since he didn't expect this sudden reaction & don't know what to speak. She added, "I know your intensions now, So I am leaving, and don't try to message me ever."
                 Is this wrong to share our feelings ?, Can't we share it freely ?, Why it is so hard to share sometimes ?, Friends can't be a lovers ?,,The boy asked looking up to the sky. Even though he was strongly sure that she will do like this only, he shared his feelings and Here He Is...

Tuesday, December 11, 2018

Sea Shore...


                   What happened if someone says that the time You both spent together is not real ? What happened to You when she said to forget her ? Was that a lie what was there in between us ? Was that a time pass or something ? Damn !!! How am I supposed to forget You ? How can I leave You behind with whom I have spent my golden happy time ? How am I supposed to forget my dream saying that we will live together ? No, I can’t. Is it so easy ?? I quite think that it is easy because You said it so easily that I can’t imagine. It’s just a month we both confessed our love for each other, And now You make me see this day. I think You forgot that evening when we met on that sea shore with the setting sun. I can still remember how beautiful You were with Your brownish hairs floating in the wind. You were looking steaming beautiful that I can’t hold myself to lost in Your beauty. Your beauty was matching perfectly with the nature’s beauty having light orange color with waving light blue water. What an awesome combination it was !! At that time I made my mind to tell You what I feel about You. I was planning to tell You these everything for past few weeks, but I can’t wait anymore having this much set around me. I saw You were happy too, So I decided to tell You finally. With that unpredictable atmosphere I hold Your hand and started to tell my feelings. I still can picture your look on the face giving no any hints about that relation. I even don’t know what will You say, whether after that day You will talk to me or not, whether I lose my friendship or what. So much load on my head, but I did it. I told You everything which I want You to know. You were so speechless at that moment, Then slowly You whispered “ What took You so long ??? “ and expressed your love to Me. I can’t believe You were saying that to me. I was so shocked and happy at that time that I finally got You, My dream come true, My impossible thing come to possible, You were mine to say, But, What about now ?? You are not mine to say. I don’t know why this happened to me. I don’t know if You remember that evening or not but I will not able to let that Sea Shore out of my mind.
                 I assume , Love exists rarely today, people don’t know the difference between the Love and Affection, and they finally end up with hurting the other people.



Monday, November 19, 2018

I love...

                                         I love how you hold me. I love how you tell me I'm the best. I love how you look at me funny when I say something stupid. I love how you make me happy. I love how you smile when I see you. I Love how you laugh when I say something random, or stupid. I love the face you make when I snort when laugh. I love how you ask me i'm alright when I cant stop laughing. I love how you make me feel. I love how you tell me I look perfect. I Love how you like my clothes. I love how you talk about music for hours. I love how you say sweet things to me. I love how you whispering my ear when it's really quiet. I love how you squeeze me so hard when I hug you. I love how I can talk to you for hours about anything, and you listen, and I listen. I love how we call each other as soon as we wake up. I love how you sound when I wake you up. I love how you want to spend every day with me. I love how you squeeze my hand. I love how you rub my back, and kiss my forehead. I love how you lay next to me, and tell me that everything's perfect. I love how everything is perfect. I love how you see the person I really am. I love how you say we are perfect for each other. I love how you make me cry, but not because I'm upset or sad, or you hurt me, but because you made me the happiest person ever. I love how I wake up in the morning for you. I love how l anticipate seeing you. I love how you kiss me. I love how I look at the empty space in my bed, and wish you were filling it. I love how l get nervous when I see you, but feel more comfortable with you than I do with anyone else. I love how my parents love you. I love how you deal with my picky eating habits. I love how you worry about me, and take care of me. I Love how you pay for me when we go places. I love how you insist everything will be alright, and make me feel at ease. I Love how you keep me warm when I'm cold. I love how you give me weird looks at awkward moments. I love how you stop everything for me. I love how I'm important to you. I love how I make you happy. I love how you make me happy. I love how you make sure I stay in line. I love how l only want to be with you. I love how i only think about you. I love how I stop everything because I get distracted and have to call you. I love how you get jealous. I love how you are when you are with your family. I love being with your family. I love how I can see myself with you forever. I love how we talk about being together forever. I love how you tickle me. I love how you get mad when someone says something to upset me. I love everything about you.